Post by Ashley on Oct 19, 2010 19:49:38 GMT -6
Name: Juliet
Age: 5 yrs
Gender: Female
Breed: Arab
Description:
History:
Age: 5 yrs
Gender: Female
Breed: Arab
Description:
smokey BlackMarkings:
Blaze, 4 stockingsHeight: 16
History:
I was born in a dark herd, well my father was a dark. My mom well she was the nice one. Apparently she never really had wanted me but still I'm here. I guess she actually hated me and wanted to kill me but my father would have been mad with her for killing me. She didn't care if she showed that she hated me it really didn't matter. I was innocent of course I hadn't done anything wrong. Try living through that it wasn't easy but I had made it. I had a pretty normal life as a foal but when I was older it didn't turn out the way I wanted it to. I was only a innocent filly only of two years old so please don't blame me on this. I guess you know what happened got forced and yea.. When I carried the foal I did everything to make it a stillborn. A failure and I actually had a pretty healthy foal concidering the fact of what I tried to do. Two years passed and I turned four and the now grown foal left me. I actually felt quite lonely but here I am and I'm well traveled since the last six months I've been traveling.Personality:
hmm... How do I act that will just have me become very detailed. I guess I could concider myself sassy but hey it's not like I'm meaning to. I do have these very strange visions about how I will die but I hope I don't end that way. I guess I could concider myself very curious over everything that goes on in life. I guess I'm kind of selfish since everyone tells me I only care about myself. I don't think That is true but oh well! I'm over all your average nice mare. This may sound strange but I have a friend that is a Crow name Scarecrow.Picture - Optional: Example Post: Example Post:
Why do you scare me I have done nothing wrong, I simply waited for you to love me. You never came to love me but why did you name me Juliet. What a Life it had been in the past for me simply because I had a mother who hated me. She wasn't afraid to show it actually she even told me she hated me. I knew I had done nothing wrong but still. I guess I really couldn't blame her though since all she been through. You get the whole point my life is messed up. I have a reason to make everyone go crazy over me I'm Beautiful. Yes that's right a stunning beautiful mare who could make a stallion drool over her. No I'm actually kidding well I'm not I'm just saying I'm Uniqe. Everyone's uniqe in their own way well I had beauty which I was actually proud of.
I'm a smokey black maybe that's a little original but I don't care. I have a blaze but you find it on a lot of horses these days. I have four stockings but here me out one of my stockings cover my whole leg. I have black eyes which I inherited from my Father. I don't want to talk to him he kind of ruined my life. You see he is really mean since he is a dark which all makes sense. He made me do all this weird stuff which kind of weirded me out. I guess I couldn't say that I didn't love him he was my father after all. He wasn't the one that told me to go to Adoring peace that was my mother. She had told me that it was the place where I would get a home. I don't know How I could have trusted her but I did.
I guess it really was my fault for getting tricked by her I already knew she hated me. I knew she wished I would have been a stillborn but it wasn't exactly my fault. I wasn't the one that asked my father to rape my mother? How could I wasn't even created yet so I don't see how she could blame me. Well after being raped myself I still have the same view that I had. It wasn't the foals fault even though I tried to make it a stillborn. I forgave it once I saw the beautiful creature. Don't get me wrong she was like a goddess in comparision of me. Yeah I still concider myself beautiful. I guess she had to leave me one day which made me sad to think about it. For the last six months I had been traveling and you wouldn't believe what I saw? I saw the ocean for the first time it was great.
I didn't want to leave it but I knew I had to. I had that weird feeling that it wasn't meant for me to stay. I guess I'm kind of odd in a way but everyone is. I have just recently wandered in to the abode. It's quite Interesting you know the place where mares look for homes. I don't even know If I want a home cause is it really worth it? I guess so I can be protected but still I'm pretty sure I could protect myself. It isn't all that hard I'm actually kind of a tough mare. I have feelings of course just I hardly ever cry. I sometimes feel like it's impossible for me to cry when I know it isn't. I guess I was kind of lonely in search of someone to talk to. I guess someone had to be near by well hopefully their was.
Everyone gets lonely And I hardly ever do I only get that way at least once a month. I guess I was lucky just then when I noticed a scent of a mare and stallion. I didn't know if I should it somehow felt wrong. I finally got the nerves to do so and walked forward. I stopped in front of them looking at them curiously on what they were talking about. " Hello I'm Juliet And your names would be?" I hoped I didn't scare them away I seemed to be a natural at that. It kind of saddened me that I thought myself as perfect when I knew I wasn't. I just couldn't help myself you know what I mean? I guess I care about no one but myself but I wish that I wasn't. I guess I can't help it on who I am?